life feels odd right now. just the whole waking up thing throws me off sometimes.
in other news....i got a new mattress..neither i or my cat have gotten used to it's height but it's comfy.
i went absolutely "nucking futs" buying 1/2" jewelry and i'm now on spending resctriction.
i got back into working out. power yoga tuesday, intermediate yoga wednesday, zumba thursday and intermediate yoga on saturday....and if i feel like it yoga on sundays.
i also got my plane ticket to GA for august. i miss gael so much. sometimes it really hurts.

i almost forgot! i got the staples out of my head this morning!! i think i have a bald spot back there now. not that you can see it through my hair but i can feel it.
my doc got quite a kick out of my little tale. i had thought i'd get a stern talking to considering his age, but i got the opposite and a hi-five! told me he doesn't believe for one minute i'll stop stage diving and expects more staples. i'm pretty sure it's out of my system for a while. can't keep me out of the mosh pit though. maybe next time i bust up my nose i'll go show him.

4 more days until GA! i've been trying to decide what i'm baking for Gael. i've got so many different kinds of chips and chunks laying around that he might just get mish-mosh cookies which is what i call it when i start using up my leftovers....and of course something with peanut butter..because that's what i'm craving and i know he likes pb too!

just about every other month i run through airports dragging my dufflebag on wheels. it's loud and flips over at least once. when i really need to pick up speed i throw the shoulder strap around me and hope that it doesn't disconnect on one end.
today, even though i shouldn't spend money i'm going to order new luggage. hopefully overstock.com will have something uber fabulous for uber cheap.

soooooooooooooooooo....

3 days after my last entry about saving money i get blackout drunk and go on a shopping spree at hustler..i remember bits and i'm not too proud of myself...i got TOO happy at happy hour...i got 2 pairs of super cute/sexy panties, condoms and the Ina by Lelo...yeah it's amazing but uhhhh oh my god it was pricey..i'm also starting to think my purchases were based on my favorite colors (purple vibe, hot pink and purple panties and the box that contained the condoms was yellow)...i paid dearly for that night with my bank account and my 3 day hangover..sad that this is not the first time this has happened..which makes it kind of funny but kind of not...the thought of alcohol should disgust me right now but the thought of a glass of wine sounds enticing...which is why i will not be having any...i don't believe i'll be having a drink until i go back to Georgia and that's only if i feel i can control myself.
i can't wait for Georgia...should be sundress weather!! :)

it's 27th of april and i have spent $111.64 dining out. this is not acceptable. the month of may will be different. "cafe amber" will have to get to work. no more dining out during business hours.

i've got all my baking ingredients ready for this weekend. salted white chocolate chip oatmeal cookies will be made and i think they're going to be fabulous.
in other news i'm trying to lower my cholesteral. i don't really eat bad so i'm not sure why my bad cholesteral is high but what's a girl to do.
back to work i suppose..it's only 9:42am...yuck

every year i start a new blogspot..and every year i forget.

with that being said...i've started to eat meat again although i'm sure my diet will remain mostly vegetarian. i'm trying to drink organic milk instead of soy or almond milk. i'm working out at least 4-5 times a week consistantly..i pay way too much to own a blackberry and will continue to since the only other phone i was costs just as much (i think)
my mind goes in at least 5 different directions at all times except when high (and i never am anymore) i wake up on average 5 times in an 8 hour period since i stopped..rather annoying. after 28 years of this i've come to the  i'll just never be one of those people that falls alseep and wakes up 8 hours later to some obnoxious alarm.

now...today...i've had to do some training..i don't really mind it, but at the same time i do..but i can't really expect people to read my mind.

5pm where are you??